She asks him a question and Steve has to swallow hard and catch his breath, nodding a little before he can find the words. “I’m ready.”
The very worst case scenario here is that he’ll try a new thing and not like it. He isn’t even worried about disappointing Maeve, because she’ll understand. She wouldn’t want him to do anything he wasn’t totally okay with, and he feels the same way about her.
And if he does like it, that doesn’t mean anything other than that he likes it. Back home, he would have thought it meant he was gay. Back home, he probably wouldn’t have tried it at all. Back home, he was an idiot.
Here, he’s a different person. He’s a better person, constantly learning and evolving in ways that he never allowed himself before. He’s found a girlfriend that likes him for him, not for who he pretends to be, or who she wishes he was. She just likes him and he likes her. They’re safe with one another. Steve doesn’t think that he’s ever really felt like that with another person before.
“Let’s see if this awakens something in me,” Steve jokes, wanting her to know that he’s really okay with it, that he isn’t doing this just for her sake. Maybe it started out that way, but now he’s curious. He wants to know how it feels and maybe it’s because he’s still rock hard, cock straining toward Maeve’s mouth, but he’s even a bit eager.
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The very worst case scenario here is that he’ll try a new thing and not like it. He isn’t even worried about disappointing Maeve, because she’ll understand. She wouldn’t want him to do anything he wasn’t totally okay with, and he feels the same way about her.
And if he does like it, that doesn’t mean anything other than that he likes it. Back home, he would have thought it meant he was gay. Back home, he probably wouldn’t have tried it at all. Back home, he was an idiot.
Here, he’s a different person. He’s a better person, constantly learning and evolving in ways that he never allowed himself before. He’s found a girlfriend that likes him for him, not for who he pretends to be, or who she wishes he was. She just likes him and he likes her. They’re safe with one another. Steve doesn’t think that he’s ever really felt like that with another person before.
“Let’s see if this awakens something in me,” Steve jokes, wanting her to know that he’s really okay with it, that he isn’t doing this just for her sake. Maybe it started out that way, but now he’s curious. He wants to know how it feels and maybe it’s because he’s still rock hard, cock straining toward Maeve’s mouth, but he’s even a bit eager.